i'm doing what i never thought i would do....

            ...a major change is a big step but its something that needs to happen...

                                      ...i just hope that i make the right decision for my next step...

To love for life now I understand
Yet I never even got to hold his hand

I would do everything in my power
To hold him for an hour

To know that with this choice
You could have used your voice

Told her that she is in your past
And her hold on you would no-longer last

Instead you chose to throw me away
Just to see her live for another day

She said if you kept me in your life
She might leave this world, Maybe by a knife

Emotional blackmail is what that is sweetheart
Yet she suceeded in tearing us apart

We were happy, we were having fun
We loved each other, we were as one.

can anyone explain why guys make you ride the rollercoaster of your emotions? cause im starting to get sick from the ride